Showing posts with label Emotions. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Emotions. Show all posts
Sunday, 25 September 2011
Saturday, 24 September 2011
Blank
I went to a bbq party today.
I had fun I guess.
Inlove with Cody Simpsons's song ♡
Cody Simpson's Not Just You
I feel like my life is missing someone or something. I don't know what. And I thought that by going to the bbq I might meet someone. I just feel I don't know like you know the feeling that you know that you have all your friends and stuff but you just feel cold and alone and you don't know what to do. Yeah, I'm having that feeling.
This is kinda like my journal. And I have no idea why other people are reading this. LOL.
So I tried to talk to Afif the other day. I know! I do not like him that way anymore. Totally over him I just want to be friends with him again. I don't get why he doesn't want to. It's so different here, that I feel weird telling my friends here about boys that I like. Cause wheneveer I tell MeiLing stuff I don't feel shy like you knoww...
Met a few boys today. Well, I'm always the awkward one out :) So yay to that!
I'm known as the Girl with the White Specks
God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
Courage to change the things I can,
And wisdom to know the difference.
I love this quote so much. Unfortunately I don't know who wrote it or say it.
I had fun I guess.
Inlove with Cody Simpsons's song ♡
Cody Simpson's Not Just You
I feel like my life is missing someone or something. I don't know what. And I thought that by going to the bbq I might meet someone. I just feel I don't know like you know the feeling that you know that you have all your friends and stuff but you just feel cold and alone and you don't know what to do. Yeah, I'm having that feeling.
This is kinda like my journal. And I have no idea why other people are reading this. LOL.
So I tried to talk to Afif the other day. I know! I do not like him that way anymore. Totally over him I just want to be friends with him again. I don't get why he doesn't want to. It's so different here, that I feel weird telling my friends here about boys that I like. Cause wheneveer I tell MeiLing stuff I don't feel shy like you knoww...
Met a few boys today. Well, I'm always the awkward one out :) So yay to that!
I'm known as the Girl with the White Specks
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| Fat Leg and White Specks and the Guitar |
God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
Courage to change the things I can,
And wisdom to know the difference.
I love this quote so much. Unfortunately I don't know who wrote it or say it.
Thursday, 15 September 2011
Afraid to like
Some times on facebook, you know how you would like to freaking stare at this one particular picture where it's got a person you loveD before.
And you want to just like the picture, but no one else has liked it yet.
So is it wrong to like it first when people clearly know that I have feelings for both of them. I still do. I'm gonna admit I still have feelings for these people. You all know I have enough love for all the ants in the world. Well, not ants but you get what I mean right???
When I like someone, I always feel that I will never be able to get him or her (JUST JOKING, Im not a lesbian), because I know that there will be other girls who are prettier and smarter and well, you know LOOKS MATTERS. Don't bullshit me about saying it's counts in the inside. That is just crap. I mean well it also does counts in the inside. But Looks Matters tooo.
Yes, I do find myself cute sometimes (perasan). BUT COME ON, there are like so many many more other girls prettier than me. When I like a guy and I just don't know. Well, I guess I'm just thinking too much. And I don't know. I might just stop liking guys and start liking girls. Psssshhhh!!!! LIKE THAT WOULD EVER HAPPEN. I don't know, Im in a girls school. and and . . .
And you want to just like the picture, but no one else has liked it yet.
So is it wrong to like it first when people clearly know that I have feelings for both of them. I still do. I'm gonna admit I still have feelings for these people. You all know I have enough love for all the ants in the world. Well, not ants but you get what I mean right???
When I like someone, I always feel that I will never be able to get him or her (JUST JOKING, Im not a lesbian), because I know that there will be other girls who are prettier and smarter and well, you know LOOKS MATTERS. Don't bullshit me about saying it's counts in the inside. That is just crap. I mean well it also does counts in the inside. But Looks Matters tooo.
Yes, I do find myself cute sometimes (perasan). BUT COME ON, there are like so many many more other girls prettier than me. When I like a guy and I just don't know. Well, I guess I'm just thinking too much. And I don't know. I might just stop liking guys and start liking girls. Psssshhhh!!!! LIKE THAT WOULD EVER HAPPEN. I don't know, Im in a girls school. and and . . .
Saturday, 2 July 2011
Emotionless
I wanna be emotionless.
Yes, Ideleted the post that I post the picture of Afif. I totally get it. It is so inapproprieate.
Either way, I had no right to take his photo and post it up here anywhere.
About the cover, I'll try to post it next week. I'm really busy at the moment.
I started reading back all my old blogs haha I sound so hillarious and meaningful for some reason.
As my eyelids start to close,
I just wanna say that having emotions are also very priceless.
They (emotions) gives you a sense of belonging. You get what I mean?
You know like love, you feel like you belong to someone and that he/she will hold you in their arms forever and knowing that when shit happens someone is there to go through it with you willingly.
Erghh, this is life and everyone goes through it. Even pretty people! Trust me I know (ceh, perasan) <--Jokes about that being pretty. I'm not pretty just pretty average.
Just take one step at a time in life. You'll just manage to go through life.
Well, goodnight fellow readers. :)
ILOVeYOu. (:
It would be so so much easier if everyone is emotionless.
So there won't be love and all the hatred.
No tears to drop.
No heart to break.
Yes, I
Either way, I had no right to take his photo and post it up here anywhere.
About the cover, I'll try to post it next week. I'm really busy at the moment.
I started reading back all my old blogs haha I sound so hillarious and meaningful for some reason.
As my eyelids start to close,
I just wanna say that having emotions are also very priceless.
They (emotions) gives you a sense of belonging. You get what I mean?
You know like love, you feel like you belong to someone and that he/she will hold you in their arms forever and knowing that when shit happens someone is there to go through it with you willingly.
Erghh, this is life and everyone goes through it. Even pretty people! Trust me I know (ceh, perasan) <--Jokes about that being pretty. I'm not pretty just pretty average.
Just take one step at a time in life. You'll just manage to go through life.
Well, goodnight fellow readers. :)
ILOVeYOu. (:
Wednesday, 29 June 2011
Useless
The tittle has nothing to do with this post.
This will just be a random post of what is going through my mind.
I miss how we laugh until I cry.
I miss how we cry until I laugh.
I miss how .....
This will just be a random post of what is going through my mind.
I miss how we laugh until I cry.
I miss how we cry until I laugh.
I miss how .....
Maybe the title has got something to do with this post.
Sometimes I just feel so useless.
Sometime, I really just want to curl myself up
in a corner and do nothing and just
CRY.
This is actually bullshit. ^I have no idea what I'm trying to say.
So God, yes I read this somewhere. But it's good. I'll pray that YOU give me the strength to go through this tough and rough times rather than praying that all these trouble to vanish.
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